Sitting here, checking your facebook, I can't help feeling like a stalker. I click on the link attached to "In a Relationship with." Its worse that she's absolutely beautiful. Even from her picture I can see her piercing blue eyes that fill mine with tears. It's horrible, how can I get the slightest, guiltiest piece of pleasure out of the situation by calling her a slut, a bitch, a suck, a ho or a whore if she's none of them at all? Not even the tiniest bit. It just makes me all of these words plus so much more. I go press Back, click next to "Write Something..." and type "IHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOU" and my mouse hovers over "Share." Maybe not today, but one day you will know.
Watch me smile.
- OhLove.
- I'm little, red headed mess, more hair than mass or sense. All I really want to do is make something magical and show the world and have it be proud of me.
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Oh I truly get you darling.
ReplyDeleteBut its not her fault.
Hes a jerk.
And he doesnt even deserve you.
Not even your IHATEYOUs
xx
agreed with fenia. ive so been there, its horrible :( xxx
ReplyDeleteunderstnad completely
ReplyDeletebe strong
thts all we can ever do.
this blog made me follow, you write amazingly
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